anxiety is terrible, you could be having an attack and no one would even know because it’s an inward thing. it feels like you’re malfunctioning and you can’t process your own thoughts. you get a knot in your stomach and you can’t take a full breath but outwardly you can literally just sit there and look completely normal as long as no one tries to speak to you.
"She tastes like every dark thought I’ve ever had."
White Cat, by Holly Black (via halfaxas)
"Calm down. Both your sins and your good deeds will be lost in oblivion."
Czesław Miłosz (via thatkindofwoman)
"Started thinking about a normal life, it got me suicidal
Standing in the kitchen with a noose and a rifle
Hang or bang hocking loogies in a bible
Dancing with the devil tonight’s our first recital"